two in one

"-Let me think...so you were dating both of them?

- Yeah..First I was with Steve and after , well we broke up a year or two ago and then I get in touch with his brother and well I was with him. But I didn't sleep with neither of them.

-Than I don't get it...You were with two brothers , you didn't slept with none of them, just kissing and walking around?

-Yeah. So literally I wasn't with them.

-And then for what? Do they kiss too good? how did you miss their dad?

- Come on, you are just rude now.. Your my best friend,,,

-I'm just joking , I don't judge remember...But I don't get you. I just cant imagine that , for me its disgusting but well you wanted to see witch ones DNK fits better with your saliva . hahahha

-Well yeah , I wont tell you nothing anymore,

-Well come on Im joking. And I always was like how guys can be with two sisters? Are those sisters stupid or what? and now my bestie was with two brothers,,,well that's new,,,

-Yeah sweetie, you should try ,

-Nope hun I just cant its too much for me. "

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So what is the real story behind being with two siblings, I thin if I had a sister well I wouldn't hate her being with my ex but come on, that's just what... I don't get it, I get guys , they wanna get both have fun and whatever because they are guys and they do this things , but girls... And buying a car and not testing it.. Well for what then?

Than ...a flesh came back  from the past. My exes brother came at some party after few years that we broke up, we all still were friends. Ok so this bro came to me like "who's gonna take you home dear". well I came with some friends so I was showing him the crew and we had a lil chat and jokes and bla bla old times of course about his bro and so on... the night get to an end and here we are back at the same question :

"Hi , so are you going home?

- well yeah I just have to pick up my jacket . So everybody left somehow I was alone. mmm, but that was fine I was just few blocks from my place.

-Let me take you home its dark and you are alone anything can happen,

-Yeah right, I'm fine.

-Well I go in the same direction.

-Ok, sure. "Well here I was thinking he is just polite and he is my exes bro after all...and we were like best buddies back in  time..So we walked and talked and laugh and so on...when we reach the porch I gave him a hug and wanted to get my keys , but he reached my hand and puled me like so near his face that I could see his mustache started to grow ...OMG!

"-mmmm ok, wait what is this about. I just got myself out of the" danger zone"

-I just sorry I was thinking...I just ...wanted to kiss you.

-Damn! No you were not thinking!!!!Are you stupid? Ok I know you had drinkd like too much bu that's never an excuse and Hell NO , I'm not gonna kiss you like ever!

-I'm so sorry."

He turned around and literally run. So Why did I felt like shit? I was yelling that's why, but what was he thinking? I just...I cant understand. Because I was with his brother and I cant never look at him the same way again, because we used to be buddies and that one stupid attempt change all that I was thinking about our "friendship" . And from that night our eyes never met again. Every time " hello, how are you?" he says , facing the ground. 

I think he still feels like shit. 

What about me? I feel fine and proud that not all brothers can have bros exes . That's why I also know if I had a sister we would be those sister no one can have both .

I don't judge you out there who was with both or more siblings that's your choice, but I cant think about me that way. I would feel just cheep. 

Think twice. And whatever you decide just take the right decision so you can walk with your eyes facing the clouds..."

And the real story behind all of this being with two bros or sisters...Well you just don't meant nothing to them, that's one and you know it. If you want to get revenge on the first (because a lot of girls do this shit), well honey they will laugh at you because "bros before hos" and that's forever, and I still think you can do better than that. No judging, its just me... and of course "chicks before dicks "

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Xoxo Ybell