I wished for it ...

Remember I told you that when you wish for something too strong and you believe in that it can come true... So here I am... In this amazing city ,holding my betters half hand .
It was a long journey , almost two days on the road but I met amazing people and made new friends, I also saw some old good friends . And tell me what can be better than an evening with old friend and a glass or two of a perfect wine. I'll tell you what is even better , the good stories we shared and good old memories :)
So back to my wish... I wanted it with all my heart and now I am here. I arrived this afternoon in the main station and he was there jus waiting for me. As he saw me he run into my arms and hold me so strong that I felt more than just his heart beating . I felt in love all over again.
His smile... Oh that amazing perfect smile. That kiss that I wished it would last forever... I am more than happy and more than grateful that we have each other , this life is too short to spent it alone. Make time for people that count . I made. And now every time I see him I fall in love all over again.
So he is here , I am here and the city is amazing . The snow flakes are everywhere :) and butterflies they are in our body , dancing on the love song ...
So be careful what you wish for... It may come true . Just wish with all you're heart and you can feel it. I am living my dreams with him.
I fell safe... I fell happy ... I fell love all around me.
I wish you all a perfect evening at least like mine.

Xoxo Ybell 

To travel is to live...

Sometimes you just need to get away from that same city or country just to see you're perspective,to learn something new, to see something unusual,to get away from problems and just to start living.

I love to travel, my whole life is in a bag. It has always been like this.. Ans sometimes but just sometimes I get tired of packing and unpacking that bag, but when I arrive to the place I want to go to, damn that feels so good. I feel brand new, reborn .

The most amazing is when there at the end of that station I see him standing and waiting for me to arrive. Ant that my dears that is the safest place I had ever seen, in his arms. There is such a wonderful calming place whit out screaming or loud voices , without to feel any pain or to be scared, there are no problems and no evil and envious people. There is heaven on earth.
And now that this year is about to end and new one to take the place , there is where I wanna be. In new place in new country, new city but same old arms. His arms. 
And you know what? Ill be exactly where I want to be, because I believe in it and I wish for it. Be careful what you wish for , because it can become reality if you wish too much and too strong. 
So my dears I wish you for this upcoming year for you to travel in the place you really want to be.
And most important breath with all your lungs , be optimistic, take chances and love with all your hart because you only live once , make it worth it! 


Xoxo Ybell

On the other side..

Very often we ask ourselves what happens after this life? Is there heaven and hell or is there reincarnation or do we go to nirvana... What happens when people leave this planet,this life, this body where we live in with our 7 grams of soul. What really happens with our souls?

I think wherever our soul go's I think or I'd like to think that its a better place. No matter where it is or how we call  it , it is a beautiful place without pain and problems and bad things. The hardest is when people go , for people they leave behind. They are the one who carry beloved once who is no longer here, in they're memory and hearts ,and they are the one who grief . But for those who leaves this life are in a better place where everything is painted with the most beautiful colors and where the music is singed by a wonderful voices of angels.
For me personally the hardest thing is when we all cry because someone is gone from this life to another, I think we should celebrate because they are in a better place. We should be happy for them , of course we will miss them a lot and nothing can change it , but they are now resting they're soul and they are happy in a better place.
We have to let them go so they can be free, they heaved made they're mission in this life and they let us a lot of beautiful memories , but now they need to go , and of course they leave us a great knowledge of a long life before us. May all our beloved once who are now not anymore whit us and they leave this life behind, may they rest in peace.

I'll always miss them but they will live thought all the great amazing things they taught me and all thing they leaved behind trough they're life. In memories of all friends and family...

xoxo Ybell

I wish...

Dreams and wishes...

Those words sound like some kind of Disney movies... they sound happy and far , but happy. To me they are so colorful and dynamic, and almost touchable. 

I say almost because we don't have courage to take a step and embrace all of it. Or at least that happens to me too many times, but what makes me to walk farther is that I never give up my hope. I know I can and then no matter how hard the path is I'll walk trough any ting to see my dreams come truth.
For example few years ago I had my heart broken so bad that it hurt me long time, you know it takes time to heal wounds. But I decided to leave that city, to quit my work, take my stuff and move my ass far away to another country , yep country not city . With a minimum final salary ( They didn't give me even the whole salary, assholes) but I survived. I got my ass there I found works, I made friends and finally I met the love of my life. If i wouldn't took that risk to go and start over again I would of become a huge mess ( no judgement but a lot of girls/woman do this shit, stays and begs for the shitty life back) That's not me ,not  my kind of life. I like to think I can be independent woman. A smart bad ass. 

For me the years are just an excuse, you can do whatever you f...ing want with your life at any age any time...You only need to have some "Cohones". 
Why I started to tell you this story...Because a wile ago I had to come back . Not that I didn't wanted to see my family and friends but not now,  I had another plans, so yes shit happens sometimes and you have to change those plans because life decided so. So yeah ok life, karma , faith whatever you say, bring it on I accept challenges because I can and I will. And after this month separated from my usual life that I can't even close say that was easy , no it wasn't but I was where I wanted to be, so now I am a lill bit to far from my better half , but that's not a problem for us. We fight for what we want. And so on to make this story not so long we decided to met halfway in few more days..Guess what? Life happen again. and it says :" You can't meet! there is no transport on those days , you have not place to stay , not enough money, not good weather, not this not that and so on.." But how I told you dears, life can happen to all of us at anytime and it brings not always an easy way to go on , but I don't give up. So now guess what "Life" I'm gonna be there and so will he, even if we have to walk for miles.
The point is..Be strong, positive and hopeful, and of course don't forget you're "Cohones"

Xoxo Ybell

Fear, Faith and Dreams

How strong are you?
The only thing that keeps you away from being strong and make you're dreams come truth is really only the fear you keep inside you. So what you have to do? Just lose it, get ride of the f...er and go chase you're dreams. They say without risk you cant have nothing and happiness is far away only because you are scared to take risks.All you have to do is look in the mirror and say to yourself  :"I CAN DO THIS"and the whole world is yours...All you're dreams can come truth just keep your faith and be positive.
Believe that all that you wish for can be yours and you are half way there.

keep your faith and go big!

xoxo Ybell

Magic is around the corner

Xmas is just around the corner, are you ready to embrace it? Because I am , no mater how old I am , I still believe in magic and of course in Santa. I believe that on this days miracles happens. So I can have almost 30 but I really feel like a teenager. That's how they say "you are as old as you feel"
So this Xmas...I don't really know what I wish for, It's not like Í have all that I wish for but somehow I am happy with all I have at this moment. And I am more than thankful for a lot of things. This year was a difficult one for me , but head's up! The next year is just around the corner and I know it will be a good one. So all I wish out of  miracles is to be better than this year or at least the same. What can hurt I''ve just got out of this one shiny :)
So count your blessings because you have a lot of things to be grateful and happy about. Looking forward to meet this 2015 , something tells me its gonna rock good.
As for Xmas I just have to tell you guys that I fell like a kid in Disneyland. Ho ho ho..few more days.
The most important is that I'm home,with my loved once.Yet I miss my better half witch miles away , but hey how i said earlier...Miracles happens and he's gonna be next to me , I just feel it.
So my dears Santa is getting ready, be prepare for happiness from around the corner.
Stay positive

xoxo Ybell

Secrets...how long can you keep it?

What are really secrets? And how long are we suposed to keep them? 

If I make a promise I'll never tell something, isn't that right to keep it for the rest of your life?So what is really a secret..It can be small and big, it can affect some people , a lot of people or almost no one.I remember few times my friends told me :"I'll tell you something,but please dont tell anyone else" and those were also my worlds few times. "

My father told me once: as long as only you know something it can't hurt and the person who knows it it's just you. If you tell one more person ,its you and that person but that other person can tell someone else so than its 1.1.1 "I didn't get it first time, but if you watch numbers it's not 2 or 3 its 11 or 111... so thats the number of people knowing "the secret"and it's no longer a secret. So I asume its better to keep it alone. But what if it hurts? what if it makes you too happy? how can you not share it, even only with your best friend?

So is there even something that is really a secret? And personal I think all people have one secret that they will never tell. Why to tell if its a secret? keep it, and shhhht.

My personal opinion is like this: "If my secret can hurt you , I'll take a risk and keep it so you will never get hurt, but if its a secret that makes you happy it comes more like a nice surprise so eventualy it will come out, but if I promis I wont tell, Its a promise for a lifetime.'"
Secrets...Sometimes they hurt sometimes they bring joy .  You can always decide if you will keep or tell it. They say that truth always come out. Is it so? It depends on you and how big is your faith , or mouth :))))

Have a nice day and think smart...

Xoxo Ybell

On the other side of a cloud

The way i see the World its not devided in bad and good, ugly or beautiful. Its devided in so many parts that you can't even imagine. Because all that mathers is made of a bunch of little things. After you put all them toghether you get one big, masive thing that makes this World. That makes you.

So imagine your life only bad or only good or even this two mixed toghether. What do you have? almost nothing, So now imagine a life full of little things like bubbles and buterflys , cupcake and a glas of milk, a kiss and a hug, sparkles and a snow flake... try to put all of it in a jar and youl get a lot of things, small things that makes a big hapiness.

I wish you all a good day or evening wherever you are in this World , and dont forget to enjoy little things.

xoxo Ybell.