понедељак, 22. децембар 2014.

I wish...

Dreams and wishes...
Those words sound like some kind of Disney movies... they sound happy and far , but happy. To me they are so colorful and dynamic, and almost touchable. 

I say almost because we don't have courage to take a step and embrace all of it. Or at least that happens to me too many times, but what makes me to walk farther is that I never give up my hope. I know I can and then no matter how hard the path is I'll walk trough any ting to see my dreams come truth.
For example few years ago I had my heart broken so bad that it hurt me long time, you know it takes time to heal wounds. But I decided to leave that city, to quit my work, take my stuff and move my ass far away to another country , yep country not city . With a minimum final salary ( They didn't give me even the whole salary, assholes) but I survived. I got my ass there I found works, I made friends and finally I met the love of my life. If i wouldn't took that risk to go and start over again I would of become a huge mess ( no judgement but a lot of girls/woman do this shit, stays and begs for the shitty life back) That's not me ,not  my kind of life. I like to think I can be independent woman. A smart bad ass. 

For me the years are just an excuse, you can do whatever you f...ing want with your life at any age any time...You only need to have some "Cohones". 
Why I started to tell you this story...Because a wile ago I had to come back . Not that I didn't wanted to see my family and friends but not now,  I had another plans, so yes shit happens sometimes and you have to change those plans because life decided so. So yeah ok life, karma , faith whatever you say, bring it on I accept challenges because I can and I will. And after this month separated from my usual life that I can't even close say that was easy , no it wasn't but I was where I wanted to be, so now I am a lill bit to far from my better half , but that's not a problem for us. We fight for what we want. And so on to make this story not so long we decided to met halfway in few more days..Guess what? Life happen again. and it says :" You can't meet! there is no transport on those days , you have not place to stay , not enough money, not good weather, not this not that and so on.." But how I told you dears, life can happen to all of us at anytime and it brings not always an easy way to go on , but I don't give up. So now guess what "Life" I'm gonna be there and so will he, even if we have to walk for miles.
The point is..Be strong, positive and hopeful, and of course don't forget you're "Cohones"



Xoxo Ybell

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