To start all over again is the hardest thing to do, say some people. For me it is a way of living. Every day is a new start. In last ten years , my life takes all over again almost every two years., sometimes I even belive I was born to be a gypsie.. new country's ,new job , new friends, new food,new cloths , new air... Every time it happens to me I try to get out the best of me. After some time it starts to be hard... Everything stress you , all seems to get harder than last time and more hardest ist to be confident that all of it will get back togheter one day. How days pass away I try to think positive and belive in myself ... But the most hardest is not to lose faith and believe that this new temptations all around you will not change that person you are.
When this doubts starts it is not only hard to belive in you , it's hard to belive in anyone. The control over you is in your hands they say... Than why is it so hard?
For this moments you need to have friends and family there for you. And if you're love one is someone who gets you up, understands and suport you, respect and is proud of you . You are lucky . In this days there are few lucky bastards to have someone like that in theyr life. And belive me that shit means more than you can imagine. All of the way here I am proud to say I have all of them. My family that suports all my gipsy moves and I know I can always go back home of something gets wrong , but I feel them suporting and loving me and I just won't let them down. I want to make them proud. Because I am proud I have them and if I would be born again I would chose them every time.I have my friends. The best once. Few but fucking worth to call them my friends. They are there for me, they understand me, they love me for who I am. They help me in any time , just a phon away. They are the one I will call to help me move a bodey in the midle if night and they are the one that will lie and cover me up till the end. All secrets in a box till grave, because with them they are safe. That's a friend, when you don't tell "please don't tell this ever" they look at you and just know. They are the one you look at and laught like crazy when no one but you understands. Thanks to them and they know who they are. And then ther is that one special person. The one you love with all you're heart. The one that you respect and get a respect back, the one who listen to you when you tell how was your day and complain all over again. The one who knows you're Sens of humor and laught every time. The one you can call that cute names . The one that when something hurts you his touch heals it every time. The one who kisses you amazingly good. The one who knows you're deepest pleasure . The one who feels you're happiness , sandness, pain, pleasure even when you are miles away. The one who knows the right moment . The one who tells you I love you every day and brings you flower for no reason, just because it's Wednesday ... And yes I will fall in love with him every day for the rest of my life because I am one of lucky bastards to have my love around.
For this new beginnings you need those people who know you and are there for you and respect you for you're old habits. You need people that gives you that unconditional love. Make them proud make them feel you are the best that happend to them because they are there for you every time you start over.
I love you and I am thankfull for all of you being part of my new beginings , because I can't live without my old habits. Unconditional love is our password. Love you all guys. And missing you is the hardest thing , thanks for the support all this years... Beeing you're daughter ,friend and girlfriend is a privilege in this life of mine.
P.S. Next destination is you ❤️
Xoxo Ybell
When this doubts starts it is not only hard to belive in you , it's hard to belive in anyone. The control over you is in your hands they say... Than why is it so hard?
For this moments you need to have friends and family there for you. And if you're love one is someone who gets you up, understands and suport you, respect and is proud of you . You are lucky . In this days there are few lucky bastards to have someone like that in theyr life. And belive me that shit means more than you can imagine. All of the way here I am proud to say I have all of them. My family that suports all my gipsy moves and I know I can always go back home of something gets wrong , but I feel them suporting and loving me and I just won't let them down. I want to make them proud. Because I am proud I have them and if I would be born again I would chose them every time.I have my friends. The best once. Few but fucking worth to call them my friends. They are there for me, they understand me, they love me for who I am. They help me in any time , just a phon away. They are the one I will call to help me move a bodey in the midle if night and they are the one that will lie and cover me up till the end. All secrets in a box till grave, because with them they are safe. That's a friend, when you don't tell "please don't tell this ever" they look at you and just know. They are the one you look at and laught like crazy when no one but you understands. Thanks to them and they know who they are. And then ther is that one special person. The one you love with all you're heart. The one that you respect and get a respect back, the one who listen to you when you tell how was your day and complain all over again. The one who knows you're Sens of humor and laught every time. The one you can call that cute names . The one that when something hurts you his touch heals it every time. The one who kisses you amazingly good. The one who knows you're deepest pleasure . The one who feels you're happiness , sandness, pain, pleasure even when you are miles away. The one who knows the right moment . The one who tells you I love you every day and brings you flower for no reason, just because it's Wednesday ... And yes I will fall in love with him every day for the rest of my life because I am one of lucky bastards to have my love around.
For this new beginnings you need those people who know you and are there for you and respect you for you're old habits. You need people that gives you that unconditional love. Make them proud make them feel you are the best that happend to them because they are there for you every time you start over.
I love you and I am thankfull for all of you being part of my new beginings , because I can't live without my old habits. Unconditional love is our password. Love you all guys. And missing you is the hardest thing , thanks for the support all this years... Beeing you're daughter ,friend and girlfriend is a privilege in this life of mine.
P.S. Next destination is you ❤️
Xoxo Ybell
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