The question that kills me...And I am sure I'm not the only one. But when we ignore it is it better or is it just kind of archived inside our soul?
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What if I was born in another country, what if I was younger, what if my best friend lived door next to me, what if I was living in the 60's, what if I had finished another university,what if I wasn't afraid of airplanes, what if I was not smoking , what if I never met him....and so on...
But however I turn around this questions , what if... will never change. Because you cant have it all...And you will never know the other way around, because then... where is the pleasure of living and discovering and that adrenaline of unknown?
I guess if I was born in another country I maybe wouldn't have problems with the f#@king visa for traveling, or maybe I wouldn't have what to eat instead. Or maybe I would trow that shit water bucket on Internet or maybe I wouldn't have water to drink only from some hole full of dirt in a ground.Definitely I wouldn't have this amazing parents that give me this life and this little amazing pain in the ass of brother that I adore. Maybe if I was younger I wouldn't for sure know what I know now and definitely I don't know much, but than oh if I was younger I wouldn't be here at this moment. And who would write for you?:p .My best friend never did live far from me so that's kind of weird because she came in my room at 4 in the morning if she wanted, that's how safe we have been before. Now I think she would have to pass a 5 security cameras to get in and wake me up for coffe at the corner of the street at 4 am. And life do move us apart in another street, village,city or country even continents but if we are friends, that will never change our friendship, ever! If I wasn't smoking I would probably be more healtier , lol! that's maybe truth but damn I would have no coffee cigarette time to enjoy. I like it that's the fact. And today all sort of things are not healthy , so I will short my life for 5 minutes with that cigarette in the morning but I will find a way to make it longer with some moves :D And about him... If I wouldn't met him...that's a good question... I wouldn't know how it feels to be loved. I wouldn't knew what love is all about...But hey if :))) hahah yeah if again... if its meant to be i eventually would have met him somewhere on my life rod or? I guess I will never know what if...
All i have to say is to be happy with what we have, and if you crave for more, do it, nobody will stop you to shine and rise but '' what if...'' forget about it and live you're life the way it is given to you , because its you're life and you have just one ( if you're not a cat, lol) enjoy it wit all that it offers to you.
Rise and shine my dears
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Xoxo Ybell
(photo source:http://weheartit.com/entry/157041780)What if I was born in another country, what if I was younger, what if my best friend lived door next to me, what if I was living in the 60's, what if I had finished another university,what if I wasn't afraid of airplanes, what if I was not smoking , what if I never met him....and so on...
But however I turn around this questions , what if... will never change. Because you cant have it all...And you will never know the other way around, because then... where is the pleasure of living and discovering and that adrenaline of unknown?
I guess if I was born in another country I maybe wouldn't have problems with the f#@king visa for traveling, or maybe I wouldn't have what to eat instead. Or maybe I would trow that shit water bucket on Internet or maybe I wouldn't have water to drink only from some hole full of dirt in a ground.Definitely I wouldn't have this amazing parents that give me this life and this little amazing pain in the ass of brother that I adore. Maybe if I was younger I wouldn't for sure know what I know now and definitely I don't know much, but than oh if I was younger I wouldn't be here at this moment. And who would write for you?:p .My best friend never did live far from me so that's kind of weird because she came in my room at 4 in the morning if she wanted, that's how safe we have been before. Now I think she would have to pass a 5 security cameras to get in and wake me up for coffe at the corner of the street at 4 am. And life do move us apart in another street, village,city or country even continents but if we are friends, that will never change our friendship, ever! If I wasn't smoking I would probably be more healtier , lol! that's maybe truth but damn I would have no coffee cigarette time to enjoy. I like it that's the fact. And today all sort of things are not healthy , so I will short my life for 5 minutes with that cigarette in the morning but I will find a way to make it longer with some moves :D And about him... If I wouldn't met him...that's a good question... I wouldn't know how it feels to be loved. I wouldn't knew what love is all about...But hey if :))) hahah yeah if again... if its meant to be i eventually would have met him somewhere on my life rod or? I guess I will never know what if...
All i have to say is to be happy with what we have, and if you crave for more, do it, nobody will stop you to shine and rise but '' what if...'' forget about it and live you're life the way it is given to you , because its you're life and you have just one ( if you're not a cat, lol) enjoy it wit all that it offers to you.
Rise and shine my dears
(photo source:http://juitamhane.files.wordpress.com/2014/03/large.jpg)Xoxo Ybell
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