-I want to forget... - Bullshit , you will never forget!

I was thinking lately, do people really forget ? Can you even forget some things that happened once... I think we never forget. We sometimes forget to appreciate , to say thank you or  to be grateful, that's what we forget very often.

Everyone on this Planet , (because on others I wasn't yet), is special in his own way. So how many people are we here talking about, all of them are different and have their own tabiets and thinking and stories and memories, and so on... But why don't we at least try to appreciate things that other persons do for us? Is it really so hard?We can change a lot just with one gesture.They will eventually remember you...because we don't forget. Its in our nature to remember..maybe not the exact moment but for sure that feeling from that certain moment, and why wouldn't that person feel happiness when he remember me? just because I did know to appreciate whatever that was .

I was thinking today about why I don't remember things and do I really forget them or I just push them somewhere I don't want to remember them. So I decide to travel back in time trough my memories, and  I did really found some beautiful and amazing memories,and some people who helped me to make them,maybe I cant remember all of their names but I do remember feelings.... and some truly sad and hurtful memories were also there ...And I didn't forget. Nothing. Its all there. Cry,milk,first steps, smile,taste,smells ,carrots,daddy, mommy, soup, chicken, goat,songs,books,fairy tales, first day at school, my grandparents,even some grand grand parents that I was gifted to meet, seasides, mountains, travels, country wives ,city's, lands, brother, cake, chocolate, letters, pictures, cameras, video,music, movies, bicycle, car, caravans, borders, birthdays, friends,acquittance,neighbors,babies...everything...schools,dancing,best friends, first sympathy,high school, first love, another friends,exams,professors,vacation's,first time,brake ups,drinking,smoking,drugs,teen age,gossip..everything...another borders,university,another friends, old friends,clubs,skirts,high heels,make up, old love, new love,exams ,diplomas,parties,work, changes, years,marriage,divorce,single,secrets, back and forward...another borders,another friends,another love, travels,new story..everything...All is there. We don't forget. We never forget, its all there forever. all we do is to push all that we don't want to remember inside us somewhere over the corner of our thine soul and we pack all in a box we call ''oblivion''.

 I remember a lot of things, details...some of them are wort mentioning, some of them changed my life, some of theme hurts like hell, some of them will never get out of that box , but all of them made me who I am now. 

So I think we never forget , we always remember all those details, moments, and of course feelings from that event. That is what we remember, that feeling...How we felt then, how they made us feel.. Just as I wrote..I will always remember everything , I have made my memories, with some help around..but how I felt then and now  its what I will not forget,ever...And I choose what comes out of my ''oblivion''... And those are only purple memories , colorful butterfly's and rainbows..If you are part of them that's you're choice...because how you made me feel when I was with you at that certain moment.

xoxo Ybell

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